#1: Crazy people harassing me via email. Let’s get this over with.

(I was CC’ed on this email about me)

Dear Kim,

I would have never in a million years thought that I would ever be disowned, disinvited & disassociated from Korey’s life! And that you and mom would sit back and let it happen!!

I am so sad and disappointed that I don’t matter what so ever to my niece, that I loved like a daughter! Going to every single one of her birthdays,  graduations, and piano recitals all her life, I would have never believed she would grow up and disinvite me to her wedding. I have no idea why I don’t matter to her, or matter enough to you or mom that you both just except it. You both tell me I have to get over the fact that your best friend Renee called me on Korey’s wedding day, and told me “YOU CANT COME TO THE WEDDING EARLY,  KOREY DOESNT WANT YOU THERE”!!!!!!!!!!

I tried to sweep it under the rug, to pretend it didn’t devastate me. For the past 3 years I’ve tried to pretend I matter to korey at all. I have lost SO much sleep, and shed SO many tears over this. I have relived the words Renee said to me, in my mind thousands of times. This has been more devastating to me then when our father died. I have mourned for much longer & harder.

It was very hurtful to know that Renee got to come and meet and hold the baby, but I was disinvited again, to meet him the very next day. After I decide to sweep everything under the rug for 3 years with no closer,  no explanation, Then I invite myself to Korey’s to see her new baby, & she calls and tells you to tell me not to come.

I was excluded from her whole pregnancy, now I’m missing my great nephews life!!

I am very sad, very hurt & very disappointed!!! I can not be on the sidelines of this family.  It is too destructive to my feelings. I am not going to pretend that Korey didn’t exclude me from her wedding & her life anymore. And as long as you and mom expect me to “Get over it” I have to exclude you from my life!!

The past 3 years have been very sad and very awkward for me. To be around Korey knowing she doesn’t want me around makes me physically ill.

I tried to sweep it under the rug and “get over it” like you told me to. Only to be disinvited and excluded again. On Christmas day!!! being told again “korey doesn’t want you to come”

You will probably just disregard this letter, just like the letter I spilled my guts out in to you after Korey’s wedding. You never responded to it, or acknowledged it what so ever. Then when I asked you if you read it, you just said ” that was all Korey, you just need to get over it!”

Well…I’m over it. I am disassociating and disowning this family, like family has done to me. For you and mom to think I shouldn’t be bothered or hurt by this is beyond me.

Enjoy your grandbaby. He’s beautiful!! After a month of not being invited to see or meet him I Guess It doesn’t matter to any of you if i ever do.

Kelly