Two Months Old

Mr. Jackson is two months old.

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Look at that beautiful head.IMG_0912 edit

Much of his hair has fallen out, but he is growing some thin, long strands on the top of his head, and I think they are curly! I hope I hope.IMG_0924 edit

Bright and beautiful blue eyes.IMG_0945 edit

He is such a happy baby! We have heard him cry now a few times, and it is weird to hear and remember that he’s a newborn–it’s such a newborn cry. In fact, it’s really awful to hear. I can’t stand for him to ever have anything to cry about. Thankfully it’s not often that he has a reason, but when he does, it’s usually when he’s in his carseat and I’m driving. 😦 IMG_0960 edit IMG_0965 edit

He’s really filling out now. His thighs are deliciously chunky and squeezable. Just last week, my best friend Lisa came over, and she was telling me how her gorgeous daughter Cassidy had legs that looked just like Jackson’s, and that she remembered the pediatrician saying “she has two rolls now, but I think she’s going to be a three-roll girl.” Sure enough, another fold appeared and she was, in fact, a three-roll girl. So yesterday I had to send Lisa a picture of his thigh with the caption “the third roll cometh!” He is soft and squishy and just wonderful to hold. He is not the easiest little baby to hold, though: he’s very squirmy for such a young baby. He will kick and arch his back and then suddenly throw his head in another direction, which is quite disconcerting for the person holding him! He’s very strong and his head control is scary sometimes as he throws his literal weight around. He weighs 13 pounds, 10 ounces now. At 14 pounds, 14 ounces, he will have doubled his birth weight, which is the goal by 6 months for a healthy baby. We are pretty close to that now!

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This guy has been smiling a lot. He smiles when anyone approaches his and talks to him, he smiles when I make funny noises, and sometimes he just smiles at nothing because he’s so happy.IMG_1174 edit IMG_1210 edit IMG_1216 edit IMG_1218 edit IMG_1223 edit IMG_1230 edit IMG_1234 edit IMG_1253 edit IMG_1257 edit

I’m still not feeling like pictures capture just how beautiful he is! I wish I could do better. I have taken some video, and perhaps that will stand the test of time. He is such an absolute joy and I am really enjoying him.

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The boys at the river

Josh and Jacob went to the river. It looks like they had some fun!   
    
 

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Jackson’s room is done!

These may seem like small, picky finishing touches, but I had to conclude with the room in its finished state–with the bench cushion and all artwork hung on the walls.

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Happy face 

Yum. I could eat him up.    
    
   

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Baby

When people talk about babies, they describe them in a very particular way. To be around a baby is a multi-sensory experience. You’ll hear people describe how soft a baby is, how good they smell, the precious sounds they make, and even that baby is “delicious.” 🙂 I suppose when you have a tiny person who doesn’t talk, you rely on your senses to describe what they are like…but also, babies are just delicious. They are soft-skinned and fuzzy-haired, and they make the most ridiculously adorable noises. And that new baby smell…I have been trying to capture what exactly it is. I think it’s the smell of a new person. A person who is untainted by any other smell–just clean, brand-new skin, and perhaps a whiff of milk. They smell warm somehow. 

Holding Jackson is entrancing. The soft roundness of tiny limbs and a body that conforms to yours as you hold him, and the comfortably light but solid weight of him lying against you, and the delicious smell of his fuzzy head just pull you in. Maybe it’s a sensory overload, and maybe it’s just a biological response to a new and helpless human, but time melts away, and you can’t help but love him. 

   
 I know all too well that I am accustomed to the experience, as his mama who holds him nearly constantly. I think of how wonderful it feels to others to pick him up, when your arms are yearning for that sweet softness, and I try to allow myself to experience that each time I pick him up. Even though I may pick him up hundreds of times a day, I do still get a little thrill each time. 
Because I can. 

I can pick him up and enjoy him. 

Because he’s mine. 

😍

  

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A day in the life

Irvine Regional Park, 9 am.    
    
    
    
    
 
Lately, Jacob says that everyone is a peacock. He says peacock about 1,000 times a day. I took him to find peacocks, and what do you know–he wasn’t that interested. Haha. 

   
    
   
Jacob was disappointed that there weren’t any kids to play with. I didn’t think about it…but no one brings kids to Irvine Regional at 8:30 am except for me I guess. 

We were off to Mimé’s house for swimming. 

   
    
   

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Robot jammies

   
    
    
 

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Little brothers rock

Do you remember this shirt?   
    
 
How about now?? 🙂

   
 
That baby seemed a long time coming and so abstract then. He became more real when we knew the gender, but still so vague..,so undefined. 

Currently, that baby is breathing softly in my ear, sprawled across my chest asleep, small feet twitching. 

😍

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Smiles for Grammie

   
 

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Monkey in Heaven

 An appropriate title for a post about Jacob at the farmer’s market!! Also the name of the delicious Popsicle he had from Front Porch Pops. Chocolate banana beard!  
    
 

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