Tag Archives: grief

Jacob and the butterfly

Jacob made me cry pretty hard today.  A while back, my mom told Jacob that when you see a butterfly, it’s someone from heaven trying to say hello. Today as we got out of the truck after school a huge … Continue reading

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60 seconds

I have days that are harder than others. Today, for example, is a hard day. While most days pass without tears, today I have felt like crying since the morning. Some of you, like my husband, will want to know … Continue reading

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No heart

I am sorry, dear readers, for my lack of posts. I just haven’t had the heart. I’m trying to find joy in my beautiful boys, and I do, but it is quickly followed by a wave of loss. Praying for … Continue reading

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How this feels

there are no words for how this feels, truly, but as words are kind of who I am, I have to try.  How this feels Devastating. I can’t explain the feeling any better. So heartbreaking that, at times, it’s physically … Continue reading

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Dear brother

Why did you do this to us? We are so broken. I’m starting to doubt that it could be possible that I live in a world without you in it. My heart breaks over and over as I think about … Continue reading

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Goodbye, dear friend

I haven’t wanted to write this. I haven’t wanted it to be true. We had to say goodbye to our sweet Koal dog.  It’s so hard waking up in this house without him. I keep thinking I’ll look out the … Continue reading

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Let’s revisit: post on santification

This is a post I have been referring back to in my time of sadness and heartache: How to get through: Sanctification | https://joshandkorey.com/2013/09/16/how-to-get-through-sanctification/

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Checking in

I know I have left pretty much everyone hanging on how I’m doing. The truth is: I don’t know. I have great days. Strings of them. And then days like today. I don’t know what it was that set me … Continue reading

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How to get through: Sanctification

Sanctification: How God turns bad to good Joy versus happiness: we all want to be happy, but do we strive to be joyful? Happiness is external. An ice cream cone can make you happy. Joy, on the other hand, is … Continue reading

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How to get through: Surrender

Surrender: How to experience peace When bad things happen, you have three choices. You can let it: Destroy you Define you Develop you Steps of Surrender 1. Accept what cannot be changed. Yes, it’s part of the Serenity Prayer for … Continue reading

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